THE Jog Blog – 21

Tina’s Words Of Wisdom:

Please eat ½ hour or 45 minutes before you jog! I spoke to a new jogger this week and she wasn’t eating before she ran in the mornings. I made this mistake when I first began jogging and couldn’t figure out why I was so tired! Your body is talking, are you listening?

Beauty, Grace and Strength:

A little bit of God – A beautiful bald eagle swooped down in front of me as I jogged along the ocean. He was maybe 15 feet away. Stunning.

Tina’s Pep Talk:

I had to jog alone this week so I thought to myself, “Come on Tina, you jogged 30k by yourself, you can do 17k.” It’s hard to argue that point.

March 24, 2011 – 9K JOG (10 minute jog / 1 minute walk)

In actuality, I ran for 12-13 minutes and walked for 2. It wasn’t about training for me today, it was about dealing with anxiety, stress and negativity.

BEFORE Jogging:

Bluetooth (in my car): Say a command

Tina: Call Mom.

Bluetooth: Did you say, call Marissa?

Tina: No.

Bluetooth: Did you say, call Maya?

Tina: No!

Bluetooth: Did you say, call Norm?

Tina: NOOO!!

Bluetooth: Sorry, no match found.

Tina: ARRRRRRRRG!!

This happened three times. Normally it would be mildly annoying; I would laugh it off and try again. Today every little thing irritated me.

The man with rubber clogs, shuffling his feet on the cement as he walked his dogs or the woman with a high-pitched voice yelling just in front of me. I felt myself getting cranky and impatient as my anxiety and stress level climbed. It was horrible and I knew I just had to jog.

AFTER Jogging:

Serenity. I figured out exactly what I wanted to say regarding a couple stressful situations. I processed my anger, understanding why I was angry in the first place (I wasn’t told the truth). Jogging allows me to feel my emotions in a safe way – a way that’s not hurtful to myself or others. I just run.

March 26, 2011 – REST / HIKE 3K

I went hiking with a friend through Lynn Valley today. It was a beautiful sunny day, perfect for a leisurely walk in the mountains.

March 27, 2011 – 17K JOG (10 minute run / 1 minute walk)

I started strong, jogging 10/1’s until around 11K then I took a gel.

This is what I learned: Gels are like tequila. Once you have a bad experience with them, your body never seems to forget.

At least that’s what it was like for me with this particular gel. My stomach did not like it, even though I had plenty of water. So, my 10/1’s got out of whack but at that point, all I wanted to do was get the distance. I didn’t plan this run well; there is another lesson…

Last night I was out for dinner at a lovely restaurant that had a very limited FOOD menu (huge wine menu!). I ate mostly protein and vegetables; no carbs. In the morning, before a long run, I would normally eat a bowl of organic oatmeal AND a multi-grain bagel with organic chocolate hazelnut butter…today I only had the bagel because I ran out of oatmeal. So I didn’t have the fuel I needed to sustain me. I know better. Anyway, I got through it and I’m proud I persevered.

Although jogging can be hard, it’s always worth it.

March 28, 2011 – REST

I had a meeting with Jody Kennett from Leapfit today. She is a wonderful, AUTHENTIC, and truly INSPIRING person. She helped me enormously with her INSIGHT and HONESTY. Today she acted as a friend and as a life coach. If you need someone to help you put things into proper perspective, show you the path you need to take to reach your goals and get your priorities straight; Jody is the person to contact.

I am blessed to have Jody in my life. Thank you Coach Jody!!

March 29, 2011 – SPEED TRAINING (5 laps at 85% x5 reps)

Right now I have a lot of stress in my life and some of that stress comes with anger and frustration. Today I needed to run fast and hard. When you are stressed, running really fast and pushing yourself is great but sometimes I grunt, yell or make some sort of vocal sound to let out more negativity.

Today, I cried.

I cry due to the intensity of the jogging. I cry because I have stress or anxiety. I cry because it’s hard and I’m tired! I cry because it lets out whatever else is bottled up inside. I jog, I cry, I jog and then I feel normal again…in fact, I feel HAPPY. It’s fantastic.

I will continue to repeat this message: JOGGING HELPS YOUR MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL WELL-BEING. It is the greatest stress reliever. Try it and don’t give up; it will take time for you to feel the happy endorphins…but they are there, and it’s worth it!

From a physical perspective my right shin bothered me at the end so I iced it immediately afterwards and of course did some stretches for my calves, back, glutes, hamstrings and hip flexors.

March 30, 2011 – REST

My right shin is aching today so I decided to rest. For me the goal is to enjoy running, challenge myself, and complete the races…none of that includes jogging through pain or injury. Discomfort perhaps, intense pain, no. I took today off. My body is talking and I am listening.

I was suppose to see Benita at Ocean Wellness today but I had to cancel due to work. It’s been three weeks since I’ve seen her and my body is letting me know. I sit at a desk writing all day and then sit at a piano teaching voice all night. Proper posture is imperative and it’s very important to get up and stretch because I’m in the same position for approximately 10-12 hours. Benita (Chiropractor) and Kathryn (Registered Massage Therapist) both help me with the challenge of little movement in my work and the tightness that can create.

CHECK OUT MY ARTICLE IN THE DAILY NEWS THIS WEEK. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! SEE YOU ON TUESDAY!

What Keeps You Awake At Night?

I suffer from insomnia. A while back I wrote down some of my thoughts that were keeping me awake. This is a very raw and unedited section of my journal from that night. I openly share it with you because if you also suffer a night or nights like this, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

I’ll share with you what I felt and then what I did about it…

It’s almost midnight and I can’t sleep. My mind is racing. This is not fun, lying in bed worrying/agonizing about a thousand things, doubting almost everything. I hate being awake, in the darkest hours with just me and my negative thoughts yelling at me from inside my head.

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THE Jog Blog – 20

Tina’s Favorite Meal:

Any meal with people I love: friends, family or students…it makes the experience of eating a thousand times better!

An Odd Moment:

Walking past a woman who was gardening in black nylons and black high heels. It was odd but it made me giggle.

Check Out Tina’s Article In The Daily News!

They call me a ‘full-fledged runner”. It makes me smile because for so long I was a slug, a very unhappy, uninspired slug…

Tina’s Breakfast Made With Love:

Steel-Cut Oats – basically the best oatmeal with butter (just a dab) and brown sugar (just a sprinkle) with a splash of milk. YUM! It sustains me in the long runs if I eat it aproximately 45 minutes to an hour before I jog.

March 17, 2011 – 9K JOG (10 minute jog / 1 minute walk)

I had a fantastic jog today. It took me forever to get out the door because I procrastinated due to the weather. It was threatening to rain and it’s been so cold and miserable I didn’t feel like taking the risk. I’m really glad I did. The sun eventually came out and it was a lovely jog. I saw robins, a heron sitting in a tall tree, and so many beautiful spring flowers: red, pink, purple, yellow and white. I was grateful to see their cheerful blooms. I also saw a man who had a bushy moustache that was on an angle. It cracked me up. I love observing and just enjoying the fresh air and beauty around me. I felt blessed and when I was done, I felt HAPPY.

March 18 and 19, 2011 – REST

Ok, this seriously happened. I had a full basket of laundry and I twisted my ankle as I was going to the washing machine. It was absolutely random and ridiculous. Anyway, it was quite tender so I iced it, and completely rested for two days (I was suppose to train on one of the days). As a result I was able to jog the distance on Sunday.

March 20, 2011 – 14.5K JOG (8.5 min run / 1.5 minute walk)

I have been jogging 10 minutes and walking one minute but when I’m with the RunClub, I have no problem running with their program. For me, it’s such a treat to jog with friends, and other friendly and happy people. I was the featured speaker this week, and I hope my message of “just put on your runners, and get out the door” resonated with people…it’s often the most difficult part. I also spoke of how running has helped me process emotions: sadness, anger, past relationships and stress. I’m ALWAYS HAPPIER afterwards. It’s a method that works for me.

The jog itself was fun. I did find the uneven ground of the trails a little harder on my ankle, but it wasn’t enough for me to stop, I was just aware and mindful of keeping my balance. The route was lovely along the river with the rolling hills, ravens, hawks, horses and cows. It’s such a blessing to have beautiful scenery, excellent company, fresh air and then meet afterwards for a chat and a chai. Sunday was a very good day!

I spoke to many Mom’s. A mother who is currently nursing an infant said, “Jogging keeps me sane.” I spoke to other Mom’s who are going through difficult times, and again they said, “Jogging keeps me sane”. It’s difficult for these women to get out the door when they have children who need them, partners who work, or they are single mothers juggling babysitters or playdates. And yet, there they are Sunday morning, running. I truly admire them.

March 21, 2011 – REST

March 22, 2011 – REST

March 23, 2011 – TRAVEL

The last three days I focused on my heart-health, meaning I visited dear friends / family and caught up with my former students. I embraced each moment. Although I didn’t work out these days, I took care of the other side of life – the love, nurturing, and building relationships side. It is also of great importance. Perhaps it is called: BALANCE.

Towards the end of the day though, I feel stressed. I have a lot going on but the lack of sleep, combined with being out of my routine regarding how I eat and exercise has finally caught up to me. I know I will jog and figure things out. It’s a good feeling to know you have a method that connects you to your inner core. Although I’m anxious now, tomorrow will be better…

…I have to ride it out today…so I can run it out tomorrow…

I hope you put on your walking shoes or runners this weekend and get some fresh air and exercise. It really is the best thing I’ve ever done in my life, for my life…

UPCOMING RUNS I’M PARTICIPATING IN:

The Daily News Boogie - May 2011

Scotiabank Half Marathon - June 2011

GoodLife Fitness Victoria Marathon - October 2011

STOP – LISTEN – TRUST

“All the money in the world, the property, rich investments, toys, fine wines and name-dropping stories do not hide poor character”

A while back someone was brought into my life by no action on my part. This person bragged about his money, toys, boats, property, and famous people he’d apparently met but he was anything but impressive to me. On a cellular level I immediately responded to this person. It was like the time I ingested a bad chicken wing…it took no time at all, 15 minutes in fact, for my body to tell me I had to dispose of it. My body reacted so strongly that my stomach convulsed and the poison that was in the chicken wing was violently removed from my body.

That is how I felt when this person entered my life. Everything within me said he was bad news and not to be trusted.

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What Is Your Legacy?

Holidays give you perspective on life. So do funerals.

I arrived home from a joyful holiday and immediately was back on a plane to sing at a memorial honoring a deeply loved woman and to support my friends who are FAMILY.

I’ve attended two funerals in the past nine months and they were completely opposite of each other. The one in the summer was literally five minutes long and was void of any love, joyful memories or a deeper connection to the people he left behind. His legacy was empty, only leaving scars, wounds and pain. The one story shared was by someone who hadn’t known him long. The people who did know him, remained silent…

The more recent memorial was the complete opposite. It was a celebration of life with so many happy, loving and heartfelt memories. There were countless stories, laughter, tears, wonderful photographs and a connection of family and friends. It was a LOVE based celebration, clearly representing how she affected the people in her life.

Being a part of that celebration was an honor for me and it made me think, how do I want people to remember me? What kind of legacy do I want to leave?

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